my brother is dying, i love him so

My brother is dying because of Tina Crystal Meth whatever you want to call it and there is nothing I can do about it. I promise you, I have tried and I am still trying but I have lost hope now. He started using at late night parties with his boyfriend. They told me it was fantastic but I saw even then that it changed them both almost immediately. They would spend days awake high out of their minds and then days so sick I was truly frightened they wouldn't make it through the week. That was seven years ago and the boyfriend is gone now. My brother has full blown AIDS and has lost everything, his house, his job, his car was loaned to another addict who just drove it away never to be seen again. He lives in a fleabag hotel barely able to pay the ridicules rent that the scumbags charge him just because they can and he refuses to get help because he cannot stand to live with the unbearable inhuman anxiety that comes over him whenever he has tried to sober up.

He won't make it much longer.

My brother is dying because of Crystal Meth and I love him so.