5 day plummet from heaven to hell

it started earlier this year when i got a teenager or half an eight from my buddy. at that point my experience with meth was limited to the bathtub crank that was around in my high school days. well it turned out this was some grade A glass. well everything was wonderful for a while i would sneak off to the bathroom or the back room at work and toot a line every couple of hours and i to this day have seldom gotten so much done. this went on for 2 days without a hitch.

well on the 3rd or 4th day i cant be 100% on that because when you haven’t slept in 3 days your mind begins to lose track, but on this we'll say 4th day for the sake of argument i was very fatigued and my back was killing me. i was in a car wreck and broke my neck and have had problems with it ever since, but i decided to call it a day about 2:30 and clocked out and was waiting on my friend to get off at 5 to give me a ride home. while sitting at the table in the breakroom i decided i’d do a few lines and just dumped out a couple of shards right there, lack of sleep also impairs one's judgment. well i did a few lines but really didn’t get the tweak i was looking for so i went to the bathroom and took a huge puddle to the head and came out feeling a lot better about the situation.

well time went by and i got my back to pop like it never had it was almost orgasmic but i noticed a very cool sensation go up the back of my spine and neck but thought nothing of it. about 30 minutes went by and my friend came in to smoke a cigarette with me and about half way through he asked me if i was ok and i told him my back felt better but i felt kinda weird and at about the same time this sentence came out of my mouth i realized i was tripping my balls off as did he. i went to the bathroom and my pupils were as big as dimes and i was starting to have incredible hallucinations. i was a heavy user of lsd and mushrooms during my high school years and shortly after but it had been a couple of years since doing either of these. we left work and dropped another guy off.

by this time i was watching trees dance in people’s yards and the sky was the most amazing thing i had ever seen and then it all went bad. like someone waving a flag over my eyes the world became an ugly hopeless place i saw a huge cloud with satan busting out of it with his arms raised high the sky was painfully orange and red and it appeared as if this demon cloud had set heaven on fire. as we came down my street he dropped me off to an empty house and as i walked in i saw pieces of burning sky falling to the ground and the lake by my house had become a lake of fire i ran in the house as fast as i could and decided i had to occupy myself and get my mind off what was happening outside so i decided to play football on the x box. well i turned the system on only to be freaked out entirely when it started to growl but i managed to leave it on and proceeded to play.

i was feeling a little better but the war was still going full blast in my mind and i was constantly trying to convince myself i was going to be and that i was just really high, this worked but only after i told myself this every 2 seconds for about 5 hours and then it was over just as quick as it had started and almost immediately i was overcome with sleepiness and exhaustion. as i fell asleep i wondered endlessly about what all of the visions i had meant but could come to no real conclusion, even now over a year later i think about that day sometime. i have used many times since and have even stayed up longer my record is just shy of 9 days and while i have experienced hallucinations none compared to those that day and honestly that is probably a good thing. i wonder if the lack of food sleep and rest didn't trigger some kind of intense flashback from my acid days?