This is my life so dark and hollow,
We lay in my room while I tech and wallow.
Outside is full of sketches I dare not go,
my platter and i reside on my bed until we don’t feel so low.
The fridge is our enemy no meals at all,
only sugar and sweets for this little rag doll.
I would love to be happy and normal but she says i can only have one, what i would give right not to catch a little sun.
I failed countless efforts tried
I’m sure one day
you'll hear them say
"fuck that bitch I’m glad she died"
I can’t help who i am or what i feel
but all i know is that she says this love is real.
we walk hand in hand everyday & night
we’re the best of friends but something’s just not right.
If she wasn’t so cheap i might be in the clear,
but with some of those others i wouldn’t still be here.
some may say that would be nice
and for others it would hit them like ice,
no one thinks of it that way until its too late
I’m not sure of anything, she tells me its fate.
I’m going to try hard
to throw the longest yard,
but please don’t resent
if i fail and am heaven sent.
no one knows when it will be their day,
she’s the only one who understands
she’s with me in everyway.
some people are lucky and reap the best,
and some are tortured and fail the tests.
i only blame this world for the way it threw me down
and only thank the ones who didn’t fuck me around.
if i make it through her sweaty grip,
I’ll come home and wash away this sewage drip.
i just have one thing left to say:
If life is hard and life is tough
Don’t trust tina that bitch will steal your stuff.
she'll make you feel so good at first
while she boils your blood until it almost bursts.
she'll keep you up for days on end
and beat your bones so they can no longer mend.
then when she’s got your attention
she’ll tell you she forgot to mention,
she has some secrets she'd like to share,
she lied to you and doesn’t care.
she treats you with the worst of harm
yet you cant resist her tempting charm.
so on that cloudy day when tina asks you to play.....
fuck that girl with the glass smile
she’s only be kind for just a little while.
she'll make you sick and take you down
what’s left now...?
and controlling friendship some sores and a melted frown.
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