party mighty!
I really like chocolate. I do. I can eat a lot of it. Got sick because of it several times, so somehow now my body tells me when to stop.
I really like drugs- all kinds! Took my first X at 19. My first line at 20...my first acid at 16...surprisingly, I first bumped on T a few months ago. It's just another drug - I mean it!
So here's the crispy story: had sex for three days - 10 partners, no safe sex...in a large city, it is almost a death sentence! How much do I remember of it? Not much really. It was very intense, very dirty, and what's left of it is a series of vague images of faces (and cocks) and a blatant fear in my stomach for the next HIV test!
Somehow, after that first time, and some amazing sex, I haven't used again...why? Just because. Though I really liked the rush, the high, and the next days were pretty comfortable...probably for the same reason that I'm not going to clubs every week-end. For the same reason I only use cocaine once in a while...I really like that life.
I'm trying to make the best of it. It does include making efforts to make it more interesting, less repetitive. I really like chocolate, but I never take the same cake twice...I want to be able to enjoy T once in a while. I am very excited about the next time I will be using... I will just make sure that it's not too soon!
"It isn’t so much what's on the table that matters as what's on the chairs" - W.S. Gilbert