till death do us part

I CAN BARELY KEEP MY EYES OPEN
THE EXHAUSTION IS SO STRONG

I NEED TO LAY MY BODY DOWN
BUT THAT FEELING IS ALL WRONG

I TRY TO FIGHT THE URGES
TO DO JUST A LITTLE BIT MORE

IT'S NOT LIKE I'M ADDICTED
I WILL NOT BECOME ITS WHORE

I BUMP UP WITH THIS DEMON
ITS RUSH IS SO INTENSE

I DON'T LIKE WHAT I'M DOING
IT DOES'NT MAKE MUCH SENSE

I'VE LOST ALL MY CONVICTIONS
I LEFT THEM ALL BEHIND

I KNOW NOW WHAT HAS HAPPENED
I'M A SLAVE UNTO THE GRIND

YOU LOOK AT ME WITH JUDGEMENT
DISAPPROVING OF WHAT I DO

BUT ONE THING JUST REMEMBER
IT COULD HAVE ENTICED EVEN YOU

I TOO WAS THE PERFECT CHILD
NEVER CAUSING MY FOLKS MUCH PAIN

BUT THEY NOW LOOK AT ME IN HORROR
AS I SLOWLY GO INSANE

ALL ATTEMPTS TO TRY AND SAVE ME
WERE PLAYED OUT LIKE A CHILDS GAME

I OWN THIS WICKED DEMON
IT'S BECOME MY PRIVATE SHAME

DON'T CRY FOR ME, DON'T WORRY
I'LL MAKE IT THROUGH THIS LIE

MY FINAL PEACE WILL TAKE ME

ON MY LAST HIGH WHEN I DIE